He was fond of stories, stories of conquerors and sinking ships, dishonored
pianists and girls in love. He was fond of telling them too, stealing phrases
from poets and plots from those scented magazines. They met alone at a coffee
shop, and over a matter of hours, they were convinced of each other's stories,
and of that age-old idea that "there is something out there that is bigger
than the both of us and we have to find it, you and I, we'll find it.
She kissed him in New Orleans, he remained startled through Autumn, and
just as suddenly the stories ended. And that something out there remained
bigger than the both of them. In a fit of sadness, he canceled all his magazine
subscriptions and those individual dreams seemed like performances lost in
their own cinema. But stories remain, whether of winged heroes or O. Henry's
criminals, and those shared between a boy and girl remain more iridescent
than most.
Aching is a happiness," he read somewhere, and he realized that
it would outlive his soft, melting heart and the lack of defense was perhaps
the best defense to its presence. And as the months passed by, he began to
smile with ease at the melodies of the Winter nights that begin too early,
stretching, to seemingly never end.
On a southern Sunday drive, he remembered her as the radio sang, at some
exact, misplaced moment, "Listen to the girl, as she takes on half of
the world, moving up and so alive, in her honey-dripping beehive." And
on one mythic, fabled night, he looked at her, those soft cheeks, and whispered
to her rosy lips, "Dear girl, tell me those stories again."
With a mischievous look on her face, she began, "There is something
out there...